You are stronger

My best friend just got separated from her partner. She has been together with this guy for almost 6 years. He walked her through her best part of life. They survived from a semi- long distance relationship in England for almost 4 years.  But they did not manage to get it through this year. It is going to be a long long year for C and I am questioning myself over and over again. Is love trustworthy? I think the love is trustworthy but the feeling is not. Feelings can change over time but love remains unchanged. You can tell me that isn't feeling should be part of love. Yes, it is. Feeling is part of love but also because it is just a part of love, you love should not change your love towards someone when your feeling changed. I feel sad for you C. I like him a lot as your partner but if God has a better man for you. I will patient be with you and wait ( have fun ) with you along the way. It takes time heal but i know it will because you are stronger.

x

Bertie, paraprostatic cyst

I am studying about paraprostatic cyst. My heart aches because it reminds me of you, Bertie. 

I miss you so much I even open my other blog just to stare at your picture for awhile. 

I am not the one who you spent most of your life with. But I am the one who you spend most of the last part of life journey with. I hope you are happily running, eating hard boil chicken breast and urinating happily in somewhere called heaven. 

Too much emotion to be expressed after the crazy zombie thought. 

This is my little mind drawer that i can tell a little bit of my thought without speaking to someone. I am sitting in front of a computer in the computer lab at 10:30pm. 

I am going to have my first exam on coming Saturday. 

I am going to start revising Male reproduction surgery for small animals. I am extremely exhausted from the notes and stress. 

I can't believe I am start zoning out and think about Zombies. Yes, I am thinking about zombies. The door is at my left hand side. I am staring at the door and thinking what I can use to defend if a zombie burst into the room and start attacking me. 

The first thing i saw is the dirty metal fork from my lunch box. I just had pasta for dinner. Would the fork be able to save me? 

Nah, i need something bigger, so i start to think as if i am playing L4D. Hm,  a stack of paper or a cord attached telephone...? well, I should stop by now. It is just my crazy dream to procrastinate about my reproduction exam on Sat. I need a break ...Seriously.

Oops! Holidays

Holiday has begun.

I will try to blog again. *cough*

stay tune guys!

I do not know if you understand my feeling.
I feel happy but I can feel the uncertainty underneath it.
It is like you are on the rollar coaster, the cart is moving up slowly and you will know what happen next.
The cart starts falling down from the peak and crashes into the trough in a short time.
Can you feel the gravity?
Yes, but barely. This is how i feel now.

i blogged because of you Kate!
haha.

well, l am thinking of going to EWB in 2011.


http://ewb.hct.ac.ae/

This is a conference which is for uni and college students. There will be 1000 students all over the world. They will gather in Dubai and discuss global issue.
I am so obssesed with this event because I was a participant and an organizing committee of International Model United Nation in HK . It is a conference which is for secondary school students. This event means too much for me. I gained a group of life-long good friends and also a more mature and critical mind.

I share this news with you because i am reli excited about it!
But i m short of cash to buy the air tix..


xx

一個旅人

這次的單身旅程 僅有的孤身隻影
迎著淒風冷雨看風景
把記憶的醱與甜 擠進每一封信件
離愁沒有厭 遺留在每咖啡店

明信片 沒六十字 密密儘是 異地故事
如像有妳傾聽心聲一次又一次
郵匯局在定義 舊日憾事 沒甚了次
或是每件事 昨日我未在意

從前從不懂 全程能相擁
仍然藏著暗湧 是我舊日故步自封
明白從前不懂 全程能相擁
仍然和妳撲空 留下了我一個在痛

不懂得編輯旅程 只記得孤單遂境
還是不怎愛去看風景

花半生追趕太傻 不見得開花結果
還是剩了我 全程念掛妳一個

明信片 沒六十字 密密儘是 異地故事
如像有妳傾聽心聲一次又一次
郵匯局在定義 舊日憾事 沒甚了次
或是每件事 昨日我未在意

從前從不懂 全程能相擁
仍然藏著暗湧 是我舊日故步自封
明白從前不懂 全程能相擁
仍然和妳撲空 留下了我一個在痛