她在電話裡頭跟我說她的頭常常也在痛, 看了大學的駐場醫生, 得到的診斷幾乎是理所當然的壓力太大和休息不夠之云云. 她還得到了一大袋的必理痛.

常吃止痛藥當然不是一件好事, 但常吃降膽固醇的藥又會怎樣呢?

話音剛落, 忍不住拿出了家中的存貨, 把那藍白色的膠樽看了一遍.
才發現原來我每日吃上兩回的藥叫Gemfibrozil.
吃了整整三年了, 連在吃什麼也不知道.
可我還在說自己在讀medical field相關的科目.

沒有pharmacology書在家, 也有wikipedia 隨時候命.
不看還好, 看了真的連吃午飯的心情也沒有.
那林林種種的副作用, 膽石呀,肌肉疼痛, 腸痛等等... 真的會讓人意志消沉的.
在各大的副作用中, 最要命的一定是 "it increases the risk of cancers. "
究竟會是什麼的cancer, 死得了的嗎?
看完我只好跟自己說foodnotes 得這樣少, wikipedia又不一定準確.
也不用那麼心灰意冷.

對嘛, 反正能健康老死的人真不多.
位置那麼少, 又怎能勉強它給我強留一隅.
努力讀書, 用有限的生命去豐富別人的好像還比較有意義.

I would like to give a damn to my anatomy...
How am i be able to finish it ?

Last week of my teenage , the time that i have lived so far will be missed but i am looking forward for my new stage of life.

(the truth is i will never get used to be a girl in her new 20s , OMG.)

i just know it well.
i did not predict it .
i did not guess it.
i did hope for it a bit but it's all fine.

Just a shade of blue.

Nono , still have to work on personal appraisal .

x

i just hate that feeling .
i hate returning things .

Just want to believe it .